i love how he reminds why i left right when i start to miss him. it reminds me that I’m doing the right thing. by the time he realizes what he had &what he did to push me away, it will be too late. my phone is going to be ringing like his was & he is going to be denied like i was
u r who u r
he hasn’t seen the tears that have fallen for him. he hasn’t seen me lying awake every night. he hasn’t seen the food that i haven’t eaten. he doesn’t know that I’m afraid i could be making the biggest mistake of my life. he doesn’t know because he isn’t here. he isn’t here to make me feel better, or worse. he isn’t here because i didn’t want him here. i don’t want him here because he isn’t what i want. he isn’t what i want because he can’t change. he can’t change because he is who he is. i don’t know why he is who is he is.
#saygoodbye
to everything I’ve ever known. to my friends and my family. to bluebell icecream. to cowboy boots. to the galleria. to chachos. to just about everything good in life. say goodbye to life as i know it. say goodbye to htx.
I Can Relate..
”I shoulda known somethin’ wasn’t right. The second you walked into my life carrying that big bag of crazy. ‘Cause any woman with a purse that big is bound ta have somethin’ I don’t wanna know about.” -Jason Stackhouse. True Blood, Season 1
